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| Wednesday, January 21st, 2009 | | 6:57 pm |
My week of fevers.
So I start to feel like crap on Tuesday at work, latter that night I get a fever. I was like ok I haven't been sick in awhile so it is just my time. The fever keeps coming and going for the next three days. I'm not really coughing, my nose is clear, I am a tad dizzy, but I figured that was the fever. So Friday Mary and Couch go get me a hello kitty thermometer so I can see how high my fever is. It is 103, I have no idea how long it has been that high. So I call Dustin and was like "you think I should go in to the ER for this?" Dustin: "Yeah you need to go." So I go and the give me some kick ass pain killers, an IV. They do a chest x-ray and then do a cat scan. The cat scan shows something "weird" on it. That is what the Dr says. I have some sort of growth on the right lung. He says "I don't think it is cancer, but you will need to speak to one of our lung specialist about it." Also they think it is just the flu. I get some meds that last for three days and told to see if I feel better. So I have to deal with the fact that I could have something serious going on inside of my body. So Monday I still feel like shit and go see a Doctor at the clinic he goes "you might have meningitis, and need to get an LP." I watch alot of house so I know how shitty they look on tv and I can only guess they are not better in real life. I have to go back out to the ER where the Dr out there is like "no you do not need that, but we are going to put you up over night." The only symptom I keep having is the fever nothing else. They ask the same question over and over again. "Do you smoke, have you been over seas, illegal drugs," I keep given the same answer "No never have, yes about 7 years ago, yes when I was in my early 20's." So they give me stronger meds and make me stay over night/ The fever is gone, and I am feeling better. I talked to the lung guy, and he is like. "The stuff in your lung is a fungi, alot of people get it in the midwest. It looks different in you for some reason but I have seen it before. So I don't have cancer. | | Thursday, November 20th, 2008 | | 3:36 pm |
I don't normally do this, but I do love book.
Bibliomancy game Rules: * Grab the book nearest you. Right now. * Turn to page 56. * Find the fifth sentence. * Post that sentence along with these instructions (and the previous players' sentences) in a note to your lj. * Don't dig for your favorite book, the coolest, the most intellectual. Use the CLOSEST. Ghost Ships, emerging from the mists, without any apparent crew. | | Monday, October 6th, 2008 | | 11:54 pm |
dead on the inside
So the last month or so I have talked to people that have known me for years. I'm not talking about "known" like we went to school together or worked together. I am talking about people that have seen me at my best and at my worse. They know me in a way few other people could or want to. I was talking to one of them and they where talking about how I am dead on the inside, an old soul if you will. How I act emotion out for people, how there is nothing inside of me. I wish this wasn't true but I fear that it is. I try and feel stuff, I really do. The only time I seem to feel anything is when I am getting rush from doing something stupid or dangerous. Sometimes I feel great, really great. I smile and laugh when no one is around, and sometime I cry for no real reason. Most of the time, I don't really feel anything. | | Saturday, September 27th, 2008 | | 1:59 pm |
day one in Paris
So my first day back in my home town went like I thought it might. I ended up hanging out with some friends, went to the beer tent. Had a drunk guy come up and throw a punch at me. It was fun, just like old times. | | Tuesday, September 9th, 2008 | | 11:17 am |
moving time
We are moving Thursday. Let me know if anyone is going to help. | | Tuesday, September 2nd, 2008 | | 2:36 am |
moving time
So we are moving on the 11th and would like to ask for help. It will be after 6 since it is a Thursday and people got to work. Let me know if you can make it. Thanks | | Tuesday, May 20th, 2008 | | 10:01 pm |
Another reason I need a new job/ also I am a coward
So I work with a bunch of kids, and they say some colorful stuff most of the time. I for the most part ignore what they say, I might even laugh at some of it. I was on break with them tonight, and some how the subject of someone being gay came up. Now they where talking about somebody that works at one of the fast food places here in town, and how they don't like them to touch there food. Then they go on about how sick that is, and how that shit should be illegal...etc. I just sit there and listen to them talk. I don't voice what I think, and how stupid they all are. How they should grow up. I just sit there and let them go on with what they are saying. I guess I should work on being a better person and stepping up. | | 2:10 am |
Getting older
So I have noticed that I do not fit in with the people on my shift. I am on second shift and all the other guys on the shift are 18 to 23, and I just don't seem to fit in. They are nice enough and I joke with them, but I can tell the differnce in age. I just can't seem to think like them, and they seem not to think like me. I think I might have gotten to old to laugh about the stuff they have, and they seem like kids to me. Oh BTW House Rocked tonight. It made me wish the strike had never happened, so that I would have more eps this season. | | Sunday, May 4th, 2008 | | 9:02 pm |
Why do I not like people?
I find that when I am around large groups of people I don't want to be there. I like most of the people, and I act like I am having a good time, but I'm not. I love spending some one on one time with them. It is just the large groups that I don't like. I think I am just getting older and don't want to go out any more. | | Friday, May 2nd, 2008 | | 1:41 am |
Iron Man
So good, go see it. Also stay for the cookie at the end of the movie. | | Saturday, April 26th, 2008 | | 10:18 pm |
Life and Money
I am so not a winner at the game of Monopoly, never have been. I think people that win Monopoly alot are the ones that are good with money. I am not good with money. I have never been good with it. Now with that said and done, I have been wanting to get my life more in order, and I am wanting to go back to school. So I have been working way more, and trying to get all my ducks in a row. I have goals that I want to get done by the end of next year. 1 Go back to school (not sure what for, but I thinking go and finish what I need, and try some other stuff) 2 Be debt free (want try and get this done in the next four months) 3 Buy a house. (I am 30 it's time to settle down). In order for me to get this done I am going to have to put some fun stuff on the back burners. I need to work towards my goals, and no be lazy. Oh I am really good a scene it. That is my game of choice. | | Saturday, April 12th, 2008 | | 3:15 pm |
B-day news
I find that b-days are a time to reflect, and recall our youth. So my ended in the emergency room, and a Catheter. Nuff said. | | Sunday, April 6th, 2008 | | 10:20 pm |
Note to self.
Do not try and recall things that you blocked out. There was a reason for that. | | Thursday, March 20th, 2008 | | 9:53 pm |
Movies that I have seen this week.
I will start with the good. I saw Death Proof. Death Proof was great, it had what I want in a movie. It had dialog, it had action, it had a hot woman giving the hottest lap dance I have ever seen in a movie. This was such an underrated, movie. Now the bad Southland tales, WTF!!!! It made no sense what so ever, the acting was better than it should have been, but the dialog was weak at best. This is a movie you watch and pretend like you like it so people don't think you are stupid. Well call me stupid cause the movie was bad. | | 9:42 pm |
| | Wednesday, March 19th, 2008 | | 10:54 pm |
at the hospital once again
So they just put in my brothers skull back in. This should be the last time he has to do this. I am happy that it is finally over. So lets see what is new. I love working second shift again, it is so nice having Thursday and Friday off. I am trying to save up money, I think that I am wanting to buy a house next year. I love the area and tried of being a nomad. The more and more I see the hulk trailer the more I want to see it. This summer movies list looks great, a fan boy dream. | | Friday, March 14th, 2008 | | 10:40 am |
Hey
After I post I seem to get IM from spammers, anyone else getting this? | | 10:23 am |
Diet and such
Since I don't really know how to do a filter or set up a meme I will just type all of this out. I find that it is hard to change the way you eat, I still want junk, and I still want meat. That being said I have lost another 5 pounds. I went from 280 to 260. I need to start working out, but other than that I am liking it. I think it is great to be trying something like this that works. I would like to get under 200 again, but one month at a time. Oh it someone who is on a diet says "hey do I seem skinnier to you?" the answer is "yes" it makes people feel good, and it also keeps them going. | | Tuesday, March 11th, 2008 | | 12:16 am |
Dear Mike
Stay out of your own head, you will be happier that way. | | Tuesday, March 4th, 2008 | | 11:21 pm |
diet and life
So I am in week two of the vegan diet. I am happy with it so far. Not going to lie and say I don't want meat sometimes or milk, but hey I will learn to adjust. I have dropped two pants sizes and I have lost ten pounds. I need to put some weight lifting in to I don't lose muscle mass. Work will be changing for my next week. I should (should) be going to seconds, I will be working 1 pm to 9:30 pm Saturday-Wednesday. So I should have more free time for people. |
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